Affectionate'z.

I'll be living my life happy from today onwards, there's this guy, he's been so nice to me, but i've been rejecting him. Making him stay away from me because of him. Today, i accepted him. I've let xuanying know bout this. She told me he's mature, although i've let go, i still cant help thinking of him. When i go to sleep at night im seriously reminded by him, with the beautiful memories he gave, but everything has to end here. I'll forget you. Although youre different to me, w/your actions this few days, youre just the same as any guy out there. Your promises, what you told me, everything, its all just lies. Simple one word lies. And i'll never forget you, not because of great things, but because i could take how you treat me for 1year, cause you truly luved me only for 6months. Infact, when i grow up, get married, i'll relate this to my children if i have any. Tell them not to be a guy like you if the were a boy. And to choose a guy properly if she's a girl. If there was a chance i'd luv to hear you say Iluvyou to me someday again. Its been ages since you said that to me. Even before we broke up, you seldom said that. I know youre gone, and its forever goodbye. I'm strong right! Who supports gwen? :D

Axel, Siti, Jeff, Nicole, Junda, Xuanying, youve been my pillar of strength, telling me to move on. To everyone out there, please choose your guys out there carefully, and for guys, girl aint for you to take and dump as you like. Holy fuck-heads to those out there leddat.

Let me fill your heart w/joy and laughter. :D

I've done 3things today other than E-learning.

Miss you, miss you, and miss you. <3

Junda.