Blue-Candii

Holiday's awesome,

2010-12-10T18:48:00.002+08:00

Hi.
It's been a long time.
I personally think that I have been slacking recently. I have stopped excersising on my machine specially given by dad! ;( this is really bad.
Gaining fats, going out late and coming home late.
And the worse thing is I have been going overseas too much! Australia, Vietnam, Cambodia, then Bali. And now?! Malaysia! Going shopping! Staying @ our Malaysia Condominium. Then going to stay @ The Legend over in Port dickson.
Too awesome to be true that dad's actually agreeing on me to go on a Shopping Spree for 6days!
Gonna get my nails done then then, hair done, then, I forgot.
Oh & I've changed my Braces colours today! A fantastic Christmas colours!
Shinee, I, wished you stayed with me. ;)
Jiayi, Ellie went to Thailand. Korea so awesome. ;( Paris, awesome to the max. ;(
Hoping to go out soon with darlingz to have fun! ;)
Ate a lot a lot of good food. Had a haircut! ;)

After 394209587395years,
Ciaoz!

Another madness,

2010-11-22T10:18:00.002+08:00

SHINee's Hello!

Like totally, they make me go gaga.
& the best thing is, I got rid of my Lee Minho craze thanks to 'em!
Nao, I'm literally thinking of going out.
I miss Nina, Sizhen, Stella, Ellie and the ''awesome'' man.

P.s/ Whoever sends me their Hello Mv, I'll definitely love you ttm! ;)

Birthday,

2010-11-06T23:52:00.005+08:00

Two consecutive awesome birthdays.
Had my birthday celebrated @ Chalet last year with Wifehusbands &guy friends.
This year had an awesome one too! :p
And, thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes.
Birthdays ending soon, and nonetheless looking for next year's birthday too!
Time to open Presentzzzzzzzzzzz! ;)
Andandand, I was said to be Bronson's mother! Do I look old or what?! Or do I look like those 不三不四的人？！ ;(
I'll be dedicating some letter's to close friends.
Stay tuned! :p

Hope Daniel'll be out soon!
Miss him to the very max. :$
Stupid duck.

PURPLE NAILS. WHOOPEE. ;)

One confession,

To you,

I want you to hug me from behind, unexpectedly. I want you to give me your hoodie when I’m cold. I want you to hold me and keep me warm. I want you to cuddle with me and watch movies. I want you to kiss me in the rain. I want you hold my hands and play with my fingers. I want you play with my hair. I want you to take amazing photos with me. I want you to come to my house and meet my family. I want you to lay in my bed with me and just hold me. I want you to let me dress you up and make you look silly. I want you to tell your friends everyday how much you love me. I want you to write me songs and poems. I want you to watch the sunrise with me. I want you to give me piggy back rides daily. I want you to kiss my nose. I want you to wipe my tears away. I want you to swim in the ocean with me. I want you to tell me you miss me. I want you to drop everything and hug me tight. I want you to take pictures of us. I want you to take me on a picnic. I want you to snuggle with me in the movie theaters. I want you to squeeze me as hard as you can when you hug me. I want you to smile ever single time you see me. I want you to know how much I love you. I just, want you.

With love, Me.

@Clocklink Hey! You, can go to hell! ;) Dunk.

Ciaoz,
Gwen.

Girl Language.

2010-10-29T17:43:00.001+08:00

When I said sorry, believe me I feel it.
When you see me starting to cry, hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be alright.
When I ignore you, give me your attention.
When I’m quiet, ask me what’s wrong.
When I push or hit you, grab me and don’t let go.
When I’m mad and I walked away from you, follow me.
If I didn’t text you, it’s because I’m waiting for you to text me.
When I say I love you, Don’t doubt. I mean it.

Tips for guy's.

2010-10-15T23:12:00.001+08:00

How to keep your girlfriend happy.

1. One & Only. Your girlfriend should be your one and only. Make her feel special, k guys? You’re lucky to have her even if she’s lucky to have you too. We know there are prettier out there but we like feeling as if we’re the only beautiful one in your eyes, and the only one you see.

2. “Ladies first.” No. That rule doesn’t apply to communication. Don’t wait for her call, text, IM, why don’t you try talking to her first for a change ? It’s thoughtful and sweet if a guy can actually do that.

3. Surprise her. You don’t have to drive an hour to her house at 3 a.m. to set off her name in fireworks in front of her window, but the little things are big things. A simple, good morning text, is more powerful than you think.

4. What insecurities? For the love of god, all girls have insecurities. Please don’t point them out. For example, today I was looking at food and my boyfriend said “You eat a lot. You probably could beat me at a buffet.” WHAT. THAT’S NOT WHAT YOU SAY. Also, let her be herself. If she’s having a bad hair day, don’t make fun of her if it’s hurtful. Let her wear sweatpants and still feel pretty damn cute around you, even when she’s not looking her best.

5. Act the same around your friends. You’re not a real man if you completely blow off your girl in front of your homeboys. When you’re going to hang out with her & your friends you better not run off and leave her standing there to greet them like WUDDUPPP GUYSSS.. NO, you better at least walk with her and introduce her to them if you haven’t already. If you walk with her hand in hand, she’ll love it.

6. When she’s mad. Dude, you better try and get her back. Chase her, whatever it is, don’t let her walk away when she’s mad at you. It shows you don’t care enough to go after her. Don’t let her go.

7. Maintain. If you did a bunch of cute things with her before, try and keep it up. You don’t have to go all out everyday for her, but don’t stop completely just because you got her already.

8. Honesty. If you lie to her, you’re going to have one hell of a time regaining that trust because she’ll start questioning everything you’ve said or done for her, no matter how small that lie was. Fess up or get lost.

9. Trust. If your girl really doesn’t like one of your friends, trust, she has good reason to. Girls’ intuition -shrug- So don’t go hanging with your homegirl all the time if you know your girlfriend doesn’t like that bitch. She usually won’t hate for no reason. Respect her.

10. Love her. That’s all.

Once upon a time,

2010-10-15T22:45:00.002+08:00

I'm a princess. Yeah right.
I have a man, that's handsome. Yeah right.
He (she) said he (she) wanted to ask for my hand. Yeah right.

OKAY. SO I'M JUST GONNA TALK ABOUT MY DAY TODAYYYYYYY.
ONE WORD! AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
SINCE IT'S SUCHA LONG TIME SINCE I BLOGGED,

I'm gonna stop here. H3h3h3h, smile! :D

The 3D movie with Wifehusbands was great!
'The man' was so brave. Yeah right.
In reality, he (she) was so afraid he (she) sat so close to me! :P
I ate fried chicken! (Y)

2010-09-07T13:36:00.000+08:00

Girls aren’t going to talk to you first. It’s a girl thing. We don’t like starting the conversation because we like to feel like you want to talk to us. We like to feel like the wait was worth something. We like feeling like you’ve waited for us like we’ve waited for you. But the number one reason we hate talking first is because we hate to seem needy or clingy. That’s why we’re scared. Cause to us, being needy and obsessive just pushes guys away. And no girl wants that.

I can,

2010-08-19T19:24:00.006+08:00

"Your biggest challenge isn’t someone else. It’s the ache in your lungs, the burning in your legs, and the voice inside you that yells “can’t”. But you don’t listen.You push harder, you hear the voice that whispers “can”. And you discover that the person you thought you were is no match for the one you really are."

"I suddenly realised that the way to get over you wasn’t by hooking up with some random guy, or pretending like we didn’t happen. You and i loved each other… and then you broke my heart. I’ve been doing everything possible not to face that fact. I’m going to kiss somebody someday, and when i do, it’ll be for me."

Daniel kena DB. :( Sad dai. Hope he's out soon.
I still have so much to say to you!

Adorable,

2010-08-11T22:34:00.003+08:00

Just to share, Jiahong's post on Wednesday, 28th July was the exact same thing he wrote on his 'diary'. I read it. Wink. (Y)
Go to his blog at, http://www.foryou-oneandonly.blogspot.com !
Adorable la!

Goodbye,

2010-07-30T23:42:00.002+08:00

I'm going to NDP Preview tomorrow!
I'm going to YOG Opening Ceremony on 7th!
I'm so going to Swensens! :D

Letting you go,

Windsor \m/ ,
I love Freddy Tan!
Sec3's totally campwhored with himz. (K)(Y)(L). \m/!

Millions,

2010-07-28T19:14:00.002+08:00

Different people,
It was the first time I saw him cry.
The first time he treated me like someone close.
A secret he led me in.
Something none saw but me.
It was the best day of my life.
But another stabbed my heart like no one's business.

Fuck my life.
I cant stand it anymore.
I hate phones.
7 lines.
I've got no stable phone lines, you've made me lead a confusing life now not knowing what to do everyday.
What do you want.
I don't find it necessary to text you anymore.
Goodbye.

Awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,

2010-07-19T20:14:00.007+08:00

I've been watching Boys Over Flowers repeatedly w/o getting bored.
Obsessed with it.
Like literally, I think of it everyday!
I cant even concentrate studying.
And when I get home I turn on the Tv like, immediately!
Thinking of Lee Min Ho in the show. (He's like the Ideal guy I'll wanna marry!)
Thinking of Kim Beum and his, smile that could make me faint.
Like Oh My God.
I loveeeeeeeeeee the story line.
AND LIKE, HOW I WISH I WAS RICH.
Money is in my eyes.
I think I'm Mad, but who cares!

Damn it,
Straits Times Interview tomorrow.

Till then,
Ciaoz. :)

Amazing, isnt it?

2010-07-17T02:19:00.005+08:00

Its amazing how one could be awake at this hour.
I rewatched Boys over flowers.
And some parts made me think of you.

Its so amazing that, I could think about it so much and, not getting a wink of sleep.
You've made me, change so drastically that even if a phsycopath was with me in a relationship I wouldnt mind.
Or even the fugliest person asking me out on a date,
Unless its you, the one I'm still thinking of.

Hopefully I'll be able to get to bed.
Ciaoz.
(Gets ready toothbrush and paste!) Haheho.

Yeah, 12th still lingers in me.

Hothothot!

2010-07-12T18:07:00.009+08:00

Lee Min Ho. (Eye sparkles.)

Taylor Lautner, is so hot. I love his body.
Andandand, the latest show eclipse was quite funny.
Rivalry. Heeeeeheheheeeehhhh.

Lee Gi Kwang is sooooooooooooo, cute.
But none the less, I still like Taylor Lautner better! ^^v.
I'm starting to love korean guys.
But I literally faint when I see Taylor Lautner.

Anyway, Combined Humanities got this Teacher Intern.
Freddy Tan! Freddy Tan!! Freddy Tan!!!
He teaches us for History Nazi Germany and, his lesson is totally no need to study one la!
Just keep staring at him only!
Just that his hand writing is abit horrible.
But he's so cute that when he smiles i could melt lah!
Bear with me for a while. :P

Ciaoz.

I cant seem to keep my eyes off hot guys.
Damn.

Ouch!

2010-06-23T11:51:00.001+08:00

Some eye infection problem,
Heavy eyes.
It's swollen. :(

I cant bring myself to move on,

Dinner,

2010-06-21T13:35:00.002+08:00

I had a very expensive seafood dinner last night at Seng Poh.
And I cant even remember the Restaurants name.
I only remembered it was a Seafood Rstaurant.
I had Crayfish, Real Sharksfin with fresh Prawns and Scallops, a Cold Platter, Fishy, Veg, Chicken with Hua Tiao wine, Pork Stew, Chang shou tao, Chang shou eefu noodles and Pomelo&fruits with Mango cream for dessert.
The total was $487 ++ , but it was delicious. Yum.

Treat given by Aunt. :)
Anyway, Happy Father's Day.
I know it's kinda late, but I had no time to use the computer yesterday, went out.

Sweet or bitter.

2010-06-19T14:03:00.005+08:00

It's irony why everything ended so fast.
But as said, we cant predict what'll happen next.
For now, just let nature take its course.
When the time is right, eventually, everything would be back to normal.
If not, then just let it be, as it's part and parcel of living.
Just got to tolerate and start reflecting, about the past and those memories we spent together.
Nevertheless, youre still the best gift that I received.
Despite the quarrels and complaining, I'd still love you more then yesterday.
Youre presence makes my life go perfect.
Lastly, thanks for the priceless memories and the love you showered me with.

Fool.

2010-06-17T18:28:00.003+08:00

Love is a misunderstanding between both fools.
And now, I dont trust the word love especially when you say it.

I guess, we really broke up.
Thanks for all the great times you've given me.
The smiles you drew on my face.
Goodbye, love.

Hot.

2010-06-11T17:43:00.004+08:00

Sweating? I know you are.

Dont worry! I'll make you hotter.

Come come. Scroll down ah.

He veli veli hot leh.

Howhowhow.

I also dont know leh!

Must marry him. Must. Must!

I'm just dreaming. Put up with me for a while. :P

Holiday madness.

2010-06-08T12:38:00.003+08:00

I went to Perth.
Went to Pinnacles. Stones stones, and more stones.
Sand dunes. Sand sand, and more sand. But it was really nice, enjoyed it.
Caversham wildlife park. Many animals, koala, kangaroos. Ohmy. I liked it except for the stink smell. :P
Frementle. Nice, got lots of bakery. Cheesecake, Chocolate cakes, etc. Totally a thumbs up please! And there's loads of hot guys there can. I went there for like two days. Bth already la!
Swan Valley! \m/ Mondo nougats, winery's, Margeret River Chocolates, their choclates i tell you, ICHIBAN MANZ. They even sell icecream and our local sticky's just that theirs is not called sticky's and theirs totally taste better then ours like hundred times more please. Madness. Went to House of honey, they sold honey candles, honey lip balm, and wines made out of honey! Best was you can taste as much honey as you want, and the lao ban was superb friendly! :) Bought their wine, honey, and the cidar. At that time, we made friends with him and he even let us taste his new creation, Honey Icecream! Tasted real good. :D liked it.
Oh yea, and I totally went shoe madness that i bought 2 flats, 2 covered shoes sorta like cotton on's, and a havaianas slipper. And I just remembered Sizhen owes me 1 more slipper! Gosh.
I bet I dont have to buy shoes for 2 years. :$

I went to Vietnam, Cambodia.
Vietnam's central market, shopped mad as it was really cheap ttm.
Bought cashew nuts(huge), and soursop sweets but with the fibre on (heavenly!). Mangosteens 3kg. There were loads of things, but no time to shop.
Was there for only one day.
Went to Cambodia. Travelled by Bus.
Visited Angkorwat. Climb here and there, took pictures.
All meals I ate very little. The meat was as hard as rock, veggies? Dont even talk about it. It's so bland you put it into your mouth you wanna vomit. Their food wasnt that great except if you go to veryvery high classed restaurants. Which I did, we only ate at those cheaper areas for a day. Then we went for a dinner buffet which also consisted of a traditional cambodian dance. The food was great. :)
There was one particular restuarant that made their own beer. It consisted of quite a number of colours. Red, Orange, Green & Black. Orange was stronger, Green was lighter. The beer couldnt beat Singapore's. Tiger beer, Carlsberg, Heineken's texture of the beer was smooth.
We went to some temples as well. That's about it.

And this week, i had been quite spoilt by my parents.
Father bought me a ruby apple pendant in the plane.
Mother brought me to do treatment for my hair.
Manicure and pedicure as well.
Bad girl.
And probably this week, they both will be bringing me and brother to our respective phone shops to recontract our lines and get a new phone. For me to change a plan and get a new phone.
I feel so lucky. :$

Photo's shall be updated as soon as possible.
Its in the camera and i'm lazy. Sorry! :)

Edited./
Oh yeah, I forgot that my airplane to perth was actually delayed!
They put up all passengers at Trader's Hotel.
An accomodation given free by qantas fugging airways. :) there's fondueeeeeeeeee! Nice nice.
Heheh. We were under special service, and our flight was ddelayed for 10hours.
The flight left at 1925 and only reached at 0130. :(
Wasted almost a day.

Happiest thing is, mother said we'll go there again! Double yayness. :-)

Beetch.

2010-05-13T21:39:00.005+08:00

I aint gonna be sorry.
This is my blog, i post what i want.
I aint like you, some dog that go por people.
You say i anyhow say things oh?
Ask around, esp my friends, they all saw that part ' Baby ff-ed me in cwp cinema. '
Hah, jokerz.
Maybe you found out, and then went to delete it.
Who knows? :)
Gahhh, what a nuisance.

Hiatus. :(

2010-05-11T11:21:00.005+08:00

Hiatus.
Perth from 15th to 24th.
Yes Carnival from 25th to 27th.
Thailand, Cambodia, Vietnam from 27th night to dont know when then come back.

Will be neglecting you, but feelings still the
same.
I'm not going to find hot Americanbastards you
beetch,
I'll only have you in my eyes hokay.
12th's will always linger in my heart.
Reminding me of you.

Ahem.

2010-04-29T16:15:00.004+08:00

Attention please.
Gwen has an announcement to make.

Maryjane / Momofong / Sok fong has been Finger fucked by Daniel / Spider / Hongster.

Take note, the destination was at CauseWayPoint. Also known as CWP.

Muahahah, Gwen's latest news rocks.

To view more go to www.th-love-only-for-us.blogspot.com thank you.

This is a foc advertisement done by Gwen'Vuitton.

Ciaoz.

Bad sore throat/.

Feelings.

2010-04-21T16:42:00.004+08:00

People tend to be selfish and bias all the time and
it'snormal if this kind
of things happened ocassionally. As one's heart is always at
the left side of your chest, whether you like it or not. People don't have two hearts inside
their body. Don't they? And because of that, people tend to treat that someone
special in their life more important then how they treat others as they are most
likely to be the reason for your smile daily. So never judge a books by it's
cover as when you realized it, it might be too late or should I say it's over?
Due to this reason, people tend to despiseeach other and start to compare each
other's appearances, attitude and character. As this continues, it will led to
quarrels & even detest on each other. So what's the point in making life so
difficult for both?

Quarrels do happen in times. It's also up to you whether you would like to
maintain this relationship or end it with a goodbye. There's only
two alternatives during the last part, bond each other closer &
break. Most of them would choose to break cause they're afraid that it
will hurt them more if they continue and stuffs. Obviously, with
this kind of ending, it's alsogave me a good wake up call indeed. From
that above situtation, it's also tells me that that particular guy had
never loved you more enough when you're together that was why he could
ask for a break easily. But nevertheless, life still goes on with or
without. It's just a part of our growing experience that we have to
go through one day.
Just so emotional.

Happy, yet not.

2010-04-20T15:32:00.005+08:00

You know something?
I love love love love Jiayi, Ellie, Nina, Sizhen alot alot alot okay.
No discriminationz. But like not alot. Like alot. IDK LA.
Tmd. Hi.

I din feel happy today.
I got left out, and i feel so left out. No fair.
Hate you guys. :(

I'm at home early today. Sigh.

Yesyesyes!

2010-04-07T19:32:00.003+08:00

I PASS MY NAPFA 2.4km RUN OKAY.
Don't pray pray.
Ok, whatever.
Jiayi, you sickening boobz pincher still dare say is me!
Tmdsyou. And tag at my tagbox, so cheeky huh! LOL.
Hai.
My name's gwen.
I'm a broken recorder.

Madness.
Damien is so hotz.
HIHIHIHIHI.

Ciaoz.

Affecionate's your reason.♥

Lychee Martini.

2010-04-04T13:21:00.003+08:00

LYCHEEEEEEEEEEEE MARTINI. OMG. \m/ !
Had it last night. Had a very very good sleep till i forgot to call soemonez.
Laugh.

One cup - 10dollars.
Dont pray pray. Joking. LOL! Free if made by me.
./ Just pray you wont die after drinking it.

Insomnia.

2010-04-02T03:24:00.003+08:00

I spent the whole night thinking about relationships.
Pros, cons.
Guess what, it all led back to the same thing.
Love is an idiot. It fooled me.
I cant get to sleep.
When you said you din need me anymore, my heart almost died.

Monday, i went to the oldfirestation's GastroBar. Not bad, pizza nice ttm. \m/ !

I'll continue Audi-ing. ^^v.

^-^

2010-03-24T19:13:00.000+08:00

Hiatus.

Bloody Mary.

2010-03-22T14:31:00.005+08:00

Its you behind time la siao lian eh.
What I want to avoid your calls, its just that im not using those numbers anymore.
Just blame yourself. Dont blame others for your own mistakes. :D
You call me for what fuck reason also i dont know. So why should i care so much anyway.
Anyone interested to know the number? No need text me ask.
I tell you here. 98293943.
Btw, dont think you tell my mother only she'll do anything to me la hor.
She doesnt even care people like you. She only listens.

I step lian? You step chio huh? Laugh ttm.
You have him already you so scared for fuck?
Hold him tight la.
Careful he drift away only.
Slap you, sua le la. I dont wish to. Cause im nice. <:
Infact, i hope we'd be friends. Weird, hah!

Edited,

Btw, you call my mother right? Say Daniel my boyf. So you saying he not your boyfriend la?
Ohmy, this is good news! LOL. ^^v!

Fuck Spider. _|_

2010-03-17T18:54:00.004+08:00

Your Lan pa, would definitely rot.
Inez, thanks to her, finally seen your colours.
Hao, for warning me.
All the rest as well.
Seriously, you pushed it.
JUST WATCH. ;wild!

I tx GG14.
Chop anyone who gets into my way. _l_

2010-03-17T18:48:00.004+08:00

CB HONGSTER GO FLY KITE.

Spider, this relationship is delicate? You knn, mai talk cock la

cockster. _l_

I tell you, you just wait. What I'm gonna do to you wont be nice.

WATCHOUT.
You think you in HL's dua?

Chao AngKongKia.

Maryjane simi lj one. So buang also want.

But also correct la, buang goes with buang what.

I deserve a better guy, like always. ^-^

Please la hor, dont ever call me for a patch again. :)

I'll live my life like i always do.

Sentosa this Saturday with GG14.

Yes, Imma single person.

Heaven.

2010-02-04T21:48:00.003+08:00

He buang so what? To me i like can le ma.
His attitude is like x10000000000000times better then that stupid idiot.
And thats enough.

Sky. :) I can see Heaven leh! LOL. :P

You can say you love me a hundred times, but if your heart isnt here with me whats the point?

Chocolates, cakes.

2010-01-24T21:20:00.003+08:00

Its mummys birthday today. :)
Celebrated at cathay with her last night.
Bought her chocolates worth $27.
Mum, i love you.

We patched, and he's sucha bitch. ;p.

2010-01-22T23:38:00.001+08:00

Bye, forever.

It's over.

2010-01-22T23:25:00.004+08:00

Sadness just cant be expressed now. It's over.
Im out of words, i loved you so, and all you could say was you were playing and toying with me?
It totally stabbed me in the heart.
I guess it was a mistake from the start.
It wasnt forever as you said.
It was for only a time limit.
You said atleast a year, or forever.
Tiongxim me, you said you forever tx me.
Worst, you cheated my money before breaking with me.
Cheap skate, useless dumbbell.
You say i irritate you. Wow, awesome.

Trust?
All gone in men now. Not even, the bestest men on earth would i trust, ever.

Tomorrow, im going out with JiaHong&co. Wishing i'll forget everything.
Regrets, really.
Neoprints with them tomorrow too.

A tiny touch could break my heart, you did this to me.
Imagine how many pieces it broke into. :(

Gone like the wind.

Another goodbye, yet i cant let go.

LOL.

2010-01-09T16:23:00.003+08:00

I SAW HOKLIANG YESTERDAYYYYYYYYY! I WAS LIKE OMGOMGOMG. THEN NINA, ELLIE, SAY WHATWHATWHAT. LOL. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHH! HE SHAVE BOTAK. SO FUGGING CUTE CANXZS!
Okay whatever.
MAD! HAHAHAHHHHHHH!

Reply me when i text you or i'll totally shave your hair off like hokliang's. :D
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Polishpolish! I meant polishing your head till its shaven'd. :P
HAHAHAHAHHHHHHH. Joker sia i!

Love, stupid love.

2010-01-09T15:58:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, you're a total douchebag.

Random.

Happiness is like peeing in your pants. Everyone can see it, but only you can feel it's warmth. :)

2009-12-31T18:09:00.003+08:00

I dont really look forward to the new year.
Firstly, it means i'll be seperated from atleast half my class.
Secondly, 2009 holds many precious memories i dont want to let go off.
I wish time would replay one more time, and let me go through it once again.
I'll be in 3N next year, i so, dont like it.
Well, though so, Happy New Year everyone.
Going out. Bye. :)
Danny, woaini.

Post again soon! :D

Tiongxim? Pui.

2009-12-17T10:09:00.002+08:00

You broke my heart once, now twice.

Leonard Quoh R.S , jolly well fuck off from my life, im starting one w/o you, but with a guy i love, and loves me. I never will need you in my life again. It was going to be 2years. You broke it. Once wasnt enough is it? Then this is your twice, so off you go.

What Monkey what cutecuteone, whatever shit la pea brained kiddo's, you dont even treasure you name which is given by your parents. What a shame la c'mmon. My name Gwen Ong C.F. Im so fucking proud of it la, pcb.
You dont even dare tell your friends that you're attached. Telling me crap excuses like, ' i scared they snatch you ' or something stupid. You think i xmm ah? Fyi, if you dont know what is xmm cause youre stupid, its xiaomeimei and fyi is for your info. Of course you wont tell correct? :) CAUSE YOU FUCKING WANT GO HONG MA KNN.

I thought, what we always wanted, to be together for 6years was crazy, but its barely been 2 years and you already liked another girl. Its okay, for 2 years, not for 5. Where the next year we could actually did what we wanted, marry, buy a house, get our jobs nice and done, and make babies. Approx that you wanted was a soccer team. Coming to think of it, im so lucky im not your girl anymore, SOCCER TEAM? All boy somemore. YOU MUST BE CRAZY. WAKE UP YOUR MIND LA. YOU WANT SO MANY YOU GO GIVE BIRTH AND HOLD IN YOUR WOMB FOR 10MONTHS LA. :) moron. Whatever, lets, break up.
Ties are broken. Bye. :) -shakes hand- thanks for the deal.
-meets in court- , -shits him- , -waves- .

Talking to Daniel now. ;luv. He knows im sad, so he's here to comfort me unlike you, ;eeks.
Whatever, in second thought its nice i broke up with you. Changing my clock thingy to I and Daniel's dates. I love him. ;mua. Giving him problems. Laughs, he's cute.xD
He angmoh but english like shit sia. HAHHAHA. :x he scold me cb. ;wild he die liao. ;wild.

You melt my heart.

2009-12-14T00:05:00.002+08:00

He gave me 11 real roses&1 fake rose,
He told me he'd love me till the last rose's dead,
But I was too naive to believe.

"Every girl needs a man. You know, the kind that’ll treat you right. The kind that has enough respect for you & is willing to change, just to be with you. The kind that searches for you with all his heart & that can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls. Every girl needs a man who won’t cheat on her because he knows she’s got all that he wants & needs already. He won’t mind calling you early in the morning just to say good morning or late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning song & tell you a bedtime story or talk to you until you fall asleep. This guy will be the kind that’ll do anything for you, even if it’s to just go to the store & buy you your favorite kind of candy. He would defend & fight for you & wouldn’t bail on you for his friends when you need him most. The kind that won’t leave you lonely & wondering; the one that calls you surprisingly, even if he’s out with his friend, to just tell you that he loves & misses you a lot. The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around & tell them, “She’s the one”. The kind that appreciates you for the things you do for him, even if they’re little. The ones that actually thank you for the little love notes you leave him, waits for you when you’re falling behind, & opens doors for you. Every girl needs a man who will take you out on dates once in awhile & buys you flowers just because it’s a Wednesday. The kind of guy that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him. He would remind you that he loves you & that he’s happy to be with you, just in case you forget. The kind that just doesn’t want kisses & hugs, but to actually be loved & to love. You deserve a guy that will call you beautiful instead of hot, who kisses your forehead when you’re down, tells you to be strong & to not cry, & when you do cry, he’d cry with you when times are hard. The kind that will go through thick & thin with & for you. The kind that just loves you for who you are & not for who you aren’t and loves you because you’re his favorite girl in the whole wide world."

Stole this from Jeidy's blog.
I think I'll never want to die if I had a guy by me like that.
Laughz.
Its taken effect on me, its like Ecstacy by just reading it.
Daniel Douglas Windsor is absolutely my ecstacy.
Greatest boyf. <3

111th Post,

2009-12-01T11:14:00.005+08:00

Another new month,

Sigh.
I wonder what's in place for me.
Skipped Gudies today.
Simply cause i aint in the mood to go.
Texted that haohao (Jiahao).
Im his gwengwen and his my haohao. (-.-) sound quite wrong, nvm.
Haohao cute what, like xdd. Then mine like xmm.
^^v.

Thats all,
Remember to tag okay!
Keep this darn blog alive alive! :')
Thankyouthankyou.
And text me, keep me entertained.
Ohoh! I'm changing number soon, be sure to meet me and get my new number.

Going out later.
Loadsaluv, ciaoz. ♥

:)

2009-11-16T14:56:00.005+08:00

Im dieting! In the unhealthy way, not eating, not drinking. :#
Just updating to make my blog alive.
Yawn.
Okay, i've updated, jobs done.
Btw, my hair's a total freak out mess. :(
And worst, my internet is so slowwwwwwwwwww. :\
Ciaoz.

No title lah, -'-.

2009-11-13T21:01:00.006+08:00

Knn, chaojibai. I sibei happy one, then when i hop here, hop there, visit some digusting piece of cow dunk's blog, it totally ruined my happy mood.
Nabei. No wonder when i visit nia, know you those type not lian one. But steal those girl's that hav boyf. Fuck you man. Wthfook. I curse all those guys that got lanpa one, their lanpa touch onto your jibai all got rashes then itchy uintil like fuck.
And please lah, that guy, simi lj sia. ♥ ? Jibai, nabei go and die. You've got a girlf already. You never link her nvm, but you link people still put this lj ♥ ?
Fuck lah dey, i curse you lanjiao like balloon from inflated become deflated lah hor.
Chao lanjiao, bo lang ai lah. -'-
To help you save face, i wont screen shot your blog and post it up here, neither will your link be here. Thank me, fucking, fugly biatch. :')
I wonder why is there people who is so not tiongxim to their partners.
Especially those boji tell their friends they got zhabor already, then can flirt ma hor? (curse your lanjiao rot.)
And you pea-brained idiot, your relationship is already like, almost 2years, tolong lah. Fucking treasure it.
You totally pushed it.
Pea-brained moronic idiots.
Boji idiots.

Who agrees? :#

P/s. Chilling in prog.

104th post, luvin' it.

2009-11-13T19:12:00.005+08:00

Its the 104th post and i'm loving it. :D
Yawn, currently lazy, will upload pics soon. :D
I've got a job.
Flyer, flyer. :D
Hmmmmmmm, everyday also need work, for a few hours.
Only to ladies. I thought to boys also then chen ji, ji hui. xD
Chatting w/horrible Gerald now.
He copied my name leh! Fighting w/him over it. And i'm cursing him to dc, but he nevers. Roar. :\
So, I'll be working w/Ellie, Jiayi, Jiahong & Zherong! :D Loooooooking forward!
After every week will get $, yesssss. (1hour, $5! :'))
Got another one at baby shop. :D ($4.50)
Got another, at takashimaya's gift bazaar! ($? $? :#)
Ok, ok. Today i fugging woke up at 5am. Shuggggs.
Whatever it is, it is some badge i'm working for. Suck it. :\

Wait, wait! Random, my side, my side, my side, my side my front my back, my side my front my side my back, my side my front my back! Hahahahhhhh!

Whatever, getting high now.

P/s. That idiot is a liar. (curse your pants on fire!)
P/s/s. Money faced now. :\
P/s/s/s. I miss 2/7'09. :'(

Interesting vid.

2009-11-09T23:06:00.001+08:00

:') very very nice.

Jiahao's recommendation. Heeehehh.

Random.

2009-11-09T16:57:00.002+08:00

没错，爱情其实是容易的。
只要好好珍惜对方，
尊重对方，
爱护对方，
迁就对方，
那就足够了。
If it was the same to all couples. :')

Happy and yet sadness fills.

2009-11-09T15:40:00.007+08:00

Never felt that happy.
Birthdays, spent with you.
All I want? Your love, there isnt a need for presents.
Just you, not your beautiful lies.
Back to topic.
Went to school today at 0812am.
Woke up at 0750. (-.-)
Maths lesson actually starts at 0800. Late lah ah bo.
Then actually Ellie and I wanted to go to Isetan and Takashimaya to interview for job.
Then siao siao, finish maths met Sam&co, then want go IMM become i call my Aunt come then i cant go lah!
!@#^&*()_+! nvm. So I went home. :\ , wanted to go for interview w/o si ellie.
You better make your word good. Say tml go or whatever shit, better keep good your word and go w/me. Hmfph.
Btw, last post, pool here pool there. Is Billards. :\ dumb toot me.
Yawns. Till now, no birthday presents. Pathetic hor? Ya lorh. Sad lo gwen ong. Nvm. But, i also broke leh. :'( hais hais hais. Sad lahh.
Jeidyyy and Jon broke up. Sigh. Went to Jon's blog. He dedicated the video and song leh! :'( so touching till i got tears rolling down my cheeks can! Hops and hopes, :') < copy from ahem L de. *coughs :D
Just reply wencangggg, he say want giv me his whole bank leh. Hohoh, merry christmas!
Till then, ciaoz. :')
Eh, I love this smiley lah!

100th post.

2009-11-06T14:21:00.005+08:00

I'm so happy, firstly its my birthday, and i had a chalet on 5th continuing to the 6th! :)
Jiahong, Kokwooi, Zherong, Steve, Zhenxiang, Ellie, Nina, Stella, Sizhen, and not forgetting me, we were there. :D then, on 5th, we could find the freak off shelfed chalet at Chang Coast Walk. How stupid could it be man. :\ , nvm that, then when we reached the guys were nice enough to help us even in the rain. :) , (they aint as heartless as we thought y'nno!)
Carry, carry, shift, shift, we saw a chao ah gua on the 2nd floor of our bungalow. He had, a hairband on his head, dyed hair, and skinny, real skinny, resembling probably a lampost! :D
Okay, his name is Patrick. (saw it on his kent ridge, whatever jerseyyyy.) Started calling him that. After everything was done, we got ourself changed out of our uniforms. Ellie, Nina, Stella, fbt here, fbt there. Tsk, show off their mei tui. :# , i guai, never. Hehehhh. After that the guys started eating. After eating, they started stealing our items from our room. First, Pillows! Second, tidbits. :\ dumb dopes. So i simply took a balloon, held it, and burst it in between both hands w/my fingernails. Power! (Bhb. :D)
Snatch ah snatch, then i hit that Patrick on his back. Hahahhhh. He ouchhhhhhhhhh so loud. *evil smile* then he say i not girl. -_- , nvm. The sorta 'fight' died off. Then it stopped raining! So we asked if they wanted to swim. Then, when we went out, it started drizzling again. Tried our luck. The Pool would only be open at 0500 due to bad weather. The ladies went to scavenger around the area, found a bowling parlour, an arcade and karaoke. W/o even waiting for us, the guys ran back to the bungalow as the rain was getting heavier. Hesitated whether to walk in the rain back to the bungalow, then the rain slowed down and we decided to run or walk back. Half drenched, then the rain got heavier again, so Ellie and Stella went to play in the rain. They then tempted me! :( thats were i got all crazy, took the Patrick hairband and played in the rain with them near the Bbq pit. Totally soaked in water, we one-by-one used Ellie's towel to dry up. Biggest thankyou's. :)
Then Steve and Zhengxiang went to bowl. No one else. The rest went to bathe, lousy, no stamina guys. Lil rain only leh! Nvm, then slacked, rain stopped, we went to the arcade as had nothing to do, and pool was still not open yet. Played the so called Jackpot. Zherong spent 20$ odd on it, got back quite a bit. Kokwooi shake the machine, the tokens just dropped out. Sizhen, luck was on her side. :D , Nina also played, lost some, got some. I? No need say lah, all gone. :'( then the Patrick mysteriously, was no where to be found. Jiahong and steve then found out that the pool in the arcade could be played, the pool, is where you have 15balls and one white one that weighs heavier. Nina, Stella, Sizhen went to help to start the Bbq pit fire. Ellie and I went to follow Jiahong and steve to play pool. We din. Took some pics of them playing. Cutest pair in the chalet. :D, then Zherong and the Patrick came in to lisiao, ask can meh lah etc. Then they also go sign to play pool. Then when they went out of the room, Jiahong keep laughing and asking us to see the 'noobs' play. Very very funny. :D when zherong want to it the ball the ball jump then hit it. Before they finished playing, Jiahong and steve played second round, when the other two were done they jumped off to swim. While Jiahong and Steve continued playing happily. When they were done, we two, went back to the bungalow to look for food. :D saw stella, and told her where the boys were. They hurried back and feasted on the food we barbequed. In the night we went to the pool to play water. And there's a ridiculous saying that only 4people from each chalet is allowed in the pool. We din care and cotinued on even with what the lifeguard said. Went back bathed, went for a walk, another friend of Jiahong's came. went for a walk. Then they decided to buy alcohol. Called in for cab to bring them to the nearest 7-11. Bought, came back with barcadi. Peach was nice, lime sucked. And the alcohol level is only 4.8%, piece of cow dunk. ._." Jiahong and Patrick gave us almost half of their bottles each to Ellie and me to share. At that point we found out that Patrick, Joseph or whatever shit had a nother name Hok liang? Laughs. Nina, Sizhen and Steve were already sleepy at that time. But steve still drank alot in one shot. After awhilw his whole face turned red like an apple or a rapist that could rape us anytime. They then, took their condom which they brought and stuffed it with water, wanted to play pranks on the other chalets. But it burst.
Slacked, bathed, then the guys jio us to go walk walk except for Steve, Matthew, Stella, Nina Sizhen as they were sleeping. But ended up walk until East Coast Park Macdonald's. Imagine that. Zherong walk till his leg got blisters and had some blood. Mine started to redden and now i've got blisters. Had somethings that happened during the walk, will not spell it out further. Walked till mac's and reached at approximately 0530 in the morning. The guys ate then took taxi back. Much funny thing happened in our taxi and Jiahong's taxi as we took two seperate ones due to the total number of people. Went back, laid on the mattress and slacked. Waited for Jiahong to come back. Our taxi fare 9.2o$, Jiahong's 30$ odd. Slept till morning. Shant interpret further as the boys just din want to wake up. We packed up and left at aroung 1045. Extended the checked out time by 1hour, power! :D
Now super sleepy. Going to have a nap. Cant tahan le.
Ciaoz, will post pics another time.

P/s. Jiahong and Hokliang super alike in everything. (Macham blood brothers)
P/s/s. I want another chalet or something! :D
P/s/s. Love hanging out with you people.. :)

My most memorable birthday. ♥

Boy.

2009-11-03T21:18:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday, dearest. :)
Love you to bits. Tolong ah, pass your 'O'levels properly. Dont play and play kay. :D

Btw, today saw a biantai when going home. Thens, Ellie and I take bus together, then, YES! Sam gave me 50$ hehehhh. Thankyou ah. :D , he very very da fang altogether gave us 280$ leh! Thats all, ciaoz.
WAIT! :\ , I want to, no, I need to, no, okay, nvm. I just want to say, I dont want to seperate from either the boys, neither from my clique. :( Hmfph. Idiotic, moronic, school. Why seperate us. Toot luhh. I'll miss you guys.

P/s. Appealing to 3/6 is on the high side.
P/s/s. I want to scratch weijie papa's butt.
P/s/s/s. I suddenly feel like saying Hi to Jeidy Hunn.
P/s/s/s/s. Feel like killing Leonard. (Pain on my arse!)
P/s/s/s/s/s. Yawn. Thanks for the 50$, I'll get more dearest Atm. Heheheh. (hearts himmm!) :D

Audi, anyone? :)

2009-11-02T13:11:00.001+08:00

Who wants me to play audi raise up your hands! :D

Birthday's.

2009-11-02T12:20:00.004+08:00

Everybody very good. Never ask me relinkkk. Hmmmmmfph. Nevermind!
Tomorrow's dearest's birthday.
Happy birthday in advance. 17 le dont so childish horh. Hehehh. Luv loads.
I'll never know how to express my love for you. L. :)

2009-10-18T13:31:00.003+08:00

What's next is specially for spammers.
Be honoured ! :D
I believe that your 6 years of compulsory moral education in primary school has been a total failure on you guys. My friends told me that by criticizing another person is to pull the person down to make themselves feel that they are better. I pity you spammers as you have nothing better to display and show off.
Don't worry, i am not going to be a fool and start getting myself worked up because i know there is no point to call you guys to put real names as it is obvious that you guys don't have the guts to do so. On the other hand, i am quite happy that there are spammers as it shows that you guys put in the effort to come to my blog and spamming it.
After reading this, all the more you will be angry. The more angry you are, the more hatred you will have and you are only torturing yourself especially when you hate someone and you can't do something about it but to spam their blog. Go on and torture yourself more by spamming. And for your information, i love to see people suffer with anger and hatred.
Yes, so what if you hate me? I love myself, people loves me. You cant change that fact, suckers.
Jealousy ruins your brains.

No title.

2009-10-18T11:45:00.007+08:00

Hello. My blog's dying. :(

Editing mixpod now.

Talking to my Pa, weijie in msn. He suddenly talked to me in Messenger. But he replies like a slow ah gong. He's really old. 20years old y'nno. :x (opps!)

Missing dearest, he is celebrating his grandpa's birthday. I'm so jealous he still has a Grandpa. I have none. :(

Ending off post, bye.

No! Wait, I miss li-el too. (Ellie.) She's in Taiwan. :D

Random, I feel like pinching J-yi's boobs! She's a naughty naughty girl. Hmfph.

Si mixpod.

2009-10-16T15:57:00.002+08:00

MY MIXPOD GONE HAYWIRE. TOOOOOOT! :/ Go to hell, eat my shit manxz. The color suck. -_-
Never mind, listen to the song jiu hao le. :D

HELLO.

2009-10-16T14:44:00.003+08:00

Oh, I simply vanished. Hahahs, hiatus. Mugged. Hope I wont die when the results are out.

Random,
Tinges of happiness.
Dearest, yes, I love you, so much. ♥

2009-10-02T14:15:00.001+08:00

THE STUPID IDIOTIC MUSIC MIXPOD CANNOT BIG DOWN BELOW my name. Fuck you toot. Nbm, next time change song, i kill the mixpod. ^.^

2009-10-02T13:01:00.002+08:00

hello hello. ellie here to help gwenny post. she lazy to update larhh. zzz... she now in my house playing piano. hahaha. LOLS.

jiayi sick never come... sizhen coming my house now. nina idk? she dont want to come.

byees. :D

2009-09-22T19:12:00.003+08:00

HIHIHI ! VERY VERY HIGH NOWWWWWWW. I GOT NEW MP3 LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA . 6th Aunt gave it to me. And im hopping high over it! :D
PINKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK, resembles a disneyyyyyyyy ! :]
Yay, will blog again when i have the time.
Some guy just said he hate me and asked me to go into the grave in another wards call me Go And Die. :/ that ass. (He is jealous over my mp3now, and he is thorwing tantrums like a kiddy now.)

2009-09-11T16:26:00.002+08:00

A pity, blog's dying. Haaah.
Many things happened. Aint able to use the laptop. Even if I do, i slog my head out to look for the freak lappy.
Life's seriously a bitch, so are my parents.
Ever since you cam back, i thought i could feel that tinge of happiness coming back, then again i was wrong.
You went missing again. Gene, Josiah, Leonard. Illusions.
Who, what, where, which, when, lastly, how ?
I've got no idea.
You said you'd call, but i waited for A day and a half, you still didnt. Pity.

Replying tags,
Siti - Lol, i dont really that 'one time opportunity' i rather have that happy you. (:
Liqi - Will do so, just that im veh lazyyyyyyyyyyy. ;x , :D
Peiying - HI STUDENT/ DISCIPLE! :D
Passerby - For me to know, for you to find out. Whoever you are. (:

Yawn, will blog again if i have the time to do so. Luvxz. :D

2009-08-17T21:13:00.003+08:00

Oh, dear blog, im gonna revive you nowwwww! :D
Yes, no doubt its the sickening old gwen again! HAH.
Okay. I definitely know my blog's dead. :D
But im so sorry, forgive me pleaseeeeee! :D , k, i know you guys are nice so you'll say its okay right! :D
OKAY, I LOVE ALL OF YOUUUUU <3
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh!
Hmmmm, last thursday, was preparing for guides that darn enrolment, but i was so freaking-licious.
Okay continue if there's a next time.
Got to go now.
Ciaoz. :(

2009-08-10T20:54:00.002+08:00

Aint ready for school. Neither am I in a happy mood. Havent been myself for days, putting on a brave front is tiring.
Losing myself. Do you know the feeling of being w/o anyone that understands you? You know the feeling?
No, you guys dont. I din either, but now i know. How hard it feels. Not having appetite for meals, everything.

Not in the mood, Bye. And, readers im sorry for not blogging for almost pass 1week. Im tired of life.

I've been thinking of you.

2009-07-31T09:47:00.001+08:00

Random. On this day of my life, Gwen, I believe God wants you to know that humans learn only by trial and error, and that includes you.
You've got to live life, not think about it. Step into the midst of things, try and fail and learn and stand up again. The question is not whether you will or will not make mistakes - you will. The question is do you want to learn and grow, or do you want to shrink back and be stuck? Take that step you've been avoiding. You can succeed, or you can get feedback that it didn't work, but in either case you are sure to feel alive.
I think this has alot of meaning. Temperature check now, fever subsided, 36.5 degrees celcius. Stuffy nose still, bad cough, body aches.
Woke up many times last night due to the different timing's between all 6 kind's of medicine. Its killing me. ):
Just eaten porridge and my Anti-biotics, known as Tamiflu.
Anyhow, I miss Siti, Jiayi, Ellie, Nina, Sizhen, almost everyone. T.T
Neeways, yesterday, before i went to the doc's, Jeff fell. Hah. Funny, then he even asked us whether we saw. (The we and us is Nina and I)
I dont know why i feel so sad. :'(
Shag nowwwwwwww, going off. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Contact me @ 91291830 k ! More than happy to reply you suckerxz. xD
Absolutely no prank calls k! :D
Luvxz, - Gwen.

2009-07-30T16:19:00.002+08:00

Why, D: !
I've got fever, aches, cough, blocked nose, watery nose as well.
Hais. I've been suspected with Influenza A, stupid, 10days mc. But also have the 2days one, if im well already.
Temperature check now, 38.5 degrees celcius, hack care if i spelt that wrong. Im dying, 6types of medicine to eat, in cluding Tamiflu, damn. I know 'Love comes with a price, called 'Sacrifice' , no need so 残忍 ma. T.T !
Blabber, k, i still have a schedule, moving on, i need to sleep. 10days, 10days, 10days.

For you people's info, i went Alexandra hospital. The service part, at the end seriously sucks. Make me stand so freaking long when i already going to die half way.

Chatting with Axel now, he seems more anxious then i am. Thats how i feel. ._.

No pix, sorry.

Going to sleep in awhile now.

I just drank the cough syrup, ew. Luckily got stawberries. ):

I hope can celebrate Sizhen's birthday on Saturday. D:

2009-07-29T19:09:00.004+08:00

Kim beom is so cute can! :D

Lee Min Ho is freaking hot can! *dreams 'if only he was mine'* Joking! :P

Hah, k. Ignore my 6.05pm post. Im being a bitch. :D , sorry no pix lately, no, should be, for very long. *jumps topic* ! Now, i see him online, but i dont have even the slightest bit of courage to even say Hi to him. Useless. *jumps topic again* ! Hopefully, im allowed to celebrate Sizhen's birthday, going to Bishan then to Bugis, its a B's day. :P
And, sorry Axel, i keep saying hate you until you, Idontknow la. Moodswings, especially when i see my brother at home. Hatred's in my eyes when i see him. *jumps topic againgain* ! Going for tuition, and i bet its gonna be fun, im the only girl, suck. All bully me, but fun luh. :D
Luv reader's. Peace. *twist* !

You aint even there when i need you.

2009-07-29T18:23:00.000+08:00

(English) I LOVE YOU
(Polish) Ja Kocham Ciebie
(French) Je T'aime
(Hindi) Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte Hae
(Czech) Miluji Te
(Slovakian) Lu'Bim Ta
(Italian) Tiamo
(Ukrainian) Ya Tebe Kahayu
(German) Ish Libe Dish
(Chinese) Wo Ai Ni
(Greek) S'agapo
(Hawaian) Aloha Wau ia Oi
(Lithuianian) Tav Myliu
(Korean) Sa Rang Hae Yo
(Japanese) Ai Shi Te Ru
(Romanian) Te Ubsec
(Bosnian) Volim Te
(Albanian) Te Dua
(Filipino) Mahal Kita
(Spanish) Te Amo
(Portugese) Amo Te
(Arabian) Annah Be Hebic
(Malay) Aku Cinta Kau
Too bad i have no one to say it to. Hah. Tsk.

2009-07-29T18:05:00.000+08:00

Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.
I hate everyone, and so what if im sec2? Dont play then dont play la.
Dumb fuck. Idiotic people. Whatever la k.
Kaopei. Stupid idiots, not happy just fuck off from my blog la k, my blog my say, noothing better to say just fuck off and go dig yourself a grave and stuff yourself inside, get someone to put the soil back for you so it wont look like pathetic shit.
And to that particula ass that made my day suck in the afternoon, dont touch what isnt yours, especially that fucking link get it?
You spoilt my day, and next time when you come again i ask you go home, go home. Cause of you im in deep shit now.
Fuckers, cause of you, i contaminated my blog. -,-

2009-07-28T21:07:00.004+08:00

Win him. :D

Currently, playing jumper starts with that sicko Axel Poh. He keep win, i girl leh! Never even give me chance, luckily i got once, one hit only own him, THAT ASS! Rahhhh, bite him. Yes i won! :D

Hiakhiakhiak. Was asking him what color shorts i should wear when go celebrate Sizhen's birdday. :D

Yes! I won again! Sucker. :)

I win again la sucker. No? No your pigu. I pwn you. :P

Chatting with him now, and he thinks i ask him online only means miss him. Tsk, beyond hope canxz!

Ass, i blogged. Happy now! Got to go now, bye readers! :D

Axel is quite cute can! :P

2009-07-26T19:38:00.003+08:00

Okay, my last blog song seriously sucks hard core, dont know which ass sing one. Omg, i know. :D
*changing in progress* :D
Axel Poh! You, want say my name say my name that one ah? k! Coming right up. :P
Done!
Okay, im doing chinese xi zi now, its such a bore please! And to malay friend's, aku bosan! :D
And, ... , shitxz, i forgot what i wanted to post! Ohmygod.
Waterloo street > Bugis village > Iluma > Waterloo street > Iluma again! :D > Bukit timah > Home
We went to koo kee's dumpling and Ramen for lunch then we went to Bugis village, fly here fly there, then my brother's comic itchy hand's sickyness came up. Bought limited edition kinda super freeeeaaaaaaking dumb comic's worth of $35 ! I could buy a whatever for now i forgot and my mind's a blank la! ._.
Go Iluma see people, go dessert bar. :P
Go waterloo street to pray, then go back Iluma cause car parked there. Now no pixs cause no usb. At aunt's house! :D
Then i flew to Bukit timah, all the time was sms-ing the stupid Axel, and he ask me today i flying around singapore is it? Nice one lor! But im not k! :D
Lastly, tolerance is not always the cure to what hurts.
Love comes with a price called 'sacrifice'.

I think my last sentence,

got alot of meaning can!

2009-07-20T10:49:00.002+08:00

I cant believe that, you broke my heart so deep in, although i dont luv you no more, i dont know why i just want you by my side every second. Its sucha sore having you in my life, if i had a chance i would definitely want, not to know you at all. Even the one and a half year happiness you gave me, i'd choose to giv it up for the rest of my life. For me to forget this sorrow you gave me. If i cant luv you, i'll start hating you. For you to be happy cause im letting you go, and for me to be happy, cause i wont keep thinking of you. (Isnt real true luv letting your luv ones be happy? , Im doing that now.)
I cant hold on and im letting go. Please, stop telling me you luv me.
Youre just another cheat.
Lies and lies you told, now its finally over.
DnT class now. :)
Bye, L. Get out of my mind, I'd really appreciate that.

I've always thought you were different,

But im wrong.

2009-07-16T21:36:00.003+08:00

And yes, i cut my hair today. Damn cheap. Cause of my beloved laopo, i go cut same as her. Bangxz. :/ , fringe damn short canxz!? I'll kill you tmrw, Ellie. :)
No, i'll kiss you. <3

Yay, same wallet, same comb, same hair style, changed locker keys, sista's of sista's.
I definitely luv Jiayi and Nina too! :P

Gwenluvxzeveryoneabsolutely! :D

2009-07-16T20:48:00.003+08:00

Wont be blogging often now a days, not in the mood to do so.
And biatch, dont your dare say me. My blog my say, once youre gone and over w/that useless son of a bitch. I bet you'll crawl looking for us to forgive you, and now, im telling you, im fucking pissed by your attitude. Aint a judement, but a passing comment k. Your looks seriously look like dumb fuck, and i seriously hate you. In fact, i've never thought youre my friend. Mark my words. Cause you hate me you could simply just fuck off. (:
And, youre like a typical, desperate for fuck girl, that guy touch you youre like so 'gian' , 'kee hiao' , hokkien. Bet you dont even know what im talking about la. Omfg. Ahhhhh, what for care so much for a close friend who turned into a slut, boyf stealer? Just let you rot better. Sluts suck like fuck, throw axes at them. :D

P.s / Please be honoured i posted and blogged for you k! I know you luv me. :P

2009-07-15T19:20:00.004+08:00

Disturbed Gerald, by spamming him! HAHA! :D! Fun you know! :P, made him say i rock then stopped spamming him.

Haha, slut w/a stupid blog. Copy my ear stud and comb, And even copy Jiayi's skin.
To that slut out there, if you din know who Jiayi was refering to, its you. I dont wish to insult you so im not typing your name k. Be honoured. Lastly im not your 'good friend' as you plurked on plurk. Im just a guides friend, and classmate, dont forget, my aunt fetched you home, you lucky bitch. So mind watching your words? (: ! Thanks aye. And please mai step dua pa, hahas.

Bitch, i purposely said so loudly for you to hear it. Now, get it? You even spelled 'you' wrongly, its not 'u' but 'you' , tsk, please get a tuition teacher okay? And dont twit, its super childish. And, lastly, dont use the guy's in class to step on me. Hey reader's! You know who is it now right? Its sucha big clue y'nno that!? Cry, cry, cry. Crocodile tears la! Holy-fuck heads. I'll puke right on your face manxz. Boyf stealer. FUCKING BITCH! -'-

2009-07-15T15:21:00.004+08:00

♥ 'Love' comes with a price, called 'Sacrifice' ;
As time past, things changes, but memories of you stays.
And i chose not to believe so, the real world's so cold.
It was a one sided luv all along, i was just simply foolish.
I'm was once a small girl who didn't know what luv was, until the day i found you.
Youre my true luv all along.
Did you even know that?

如果你不爱一个人, 请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.
如果你爱的人放弃了你, 请放开自己, 好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的, 有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.
人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的, 有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的, 爱一个人不一定要拥有, 但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.
如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.
如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!

P.s / Nothing hurts more then the lies you told.

2009-07-13T17:06:00.002+08:00

- Has a lot of ideas
- Difficult to fathom
- Thinks forward
- Unique and brilliant
- Extraodinary ideas
- Sharp thinking
- Fine and strong clairvoyance
- Can become good doctors
- Careful and cautious
- Dynamic in personality
- Secretive
- Inquisitive
- Knows how to dig secrets
- Always thinking
- Less talkative but amiable
- Brave and generous
- Patient
- Stubborn and hard-hearted
- If there is a will, there is a way
- Determined
- Never give up
- Hardly become angry unless provoked
- Loves to be alone
- Thinks differently from others
- Sharp-minded
- Motivates oneself
- Does not appreciates praises
- High-spirited
- Well-built and tough
- Deep love and emotions
- Romantic
- Uncertain in relationships
- Homely
- Hardworking
- High abilities
- Trustworhty
- Honest and keeps secrets
- Not able to control emotions
- Unpredictable
This is what my month says about me. :D
Haha, Hi. Nothing to blog about today.

2009-07-13T11:23:00.001+08:00

Having dnt lesson now, if i got find out that im blogging i think i could die. But my hands just cant keep to myself, MUST BLOG! LOL. Yes, hello. :D
*take temperature*
Got chiobu beside me *winks* :P
I hot leh, 36.9, Ellie cold laaaa! 36.6. Rahhh. :D

2009-07-12T20:05:00.002+08:00

Yes my phone's repaired people! I know youre happy. Haaaaaaaaaa. Cause i'll start my madness like you never wanted before. Evil gwen is coming peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepxz. Watch out cause i biteeeee. And lil gwen's all happy again.
Im back, (say hello la!)
Oh, those who view and zao, i'll kill you okay. :D gwenluvxzyou.
Luvluvluvluvluvluvluv. LUV! LOL! *zi high*

2009-07-12T00:44:00.003+08:00

Axel - (THE BEST GUY A GIRL COULD EVER HAVE AS A FRIEND :D)
Ok, this guy view my blog while i was chatting to him on msn, then he bhb la obviously say his name must be outstanding etc. LOL. Now veh outstanding already okay Axel.P.G.L !
Bhb. :P , but thanks la really. Luvxz. :D
Your new nickname >

Kukuhead's. <3

Edited.

Lol, got someone complaining his nickname. Gahhhhhh! Your new nickname change to the best guy a girl could ever have as a friend la okeh. :/ , dont throw temper around, i want sleep. LOL!

2009-07-12T00:24:00.002+08:00

HAHA.
Tricked you dumb people. I cant blog now, cause im tired and my father is nagging like a old ah ma. :D
So im crashing to bed in bout now. Lol. Yesyes, i know im veh bhb to plurk saying im blogging, but yes i am. Just not blogging the detail of today. But, tell you what. If im happy when i come online again, i'll blog what happened okeh? Haaaaaaaa. Had a whale of a time today. :D
Iluvmyfamilyandmyfriendsxz!
Specially featured as promised, IluvNicole.A !
Eh, Nicole! Happy now! Gahhhh. Haaa, i luv you la :D

Junda. <3

2009-07-10T16:51:00.005+08:00

I've been really foolish.

I'll be living my life happy from today onwards, there's this guy, he's been so nice to me, but i've been rejecting him. Making him stay away from me because of him. Today, i accepted him. I've let xuanying know bout this. She told me he's mature, although i've let go, i still cant help thinking of him. When i go to sleep at night im seriously reminded by him, with the beautiful memories he gave, but everything has to end here. I'll forget you. Although youre different to me, w/your actions this few days, youre just the same as any guy out there. Your promises, what you told me, everything, its all just lies. Simple one word lies. And i'll never forget you, not because of great things, but because i could take how you treat me for 1year, cause you truly luved me only for 6months. Infact, when i grow up, get married, i'll relate this to my children if i have any. Tell them not to be a guy like you if the were a boy. And to choose a guy properly if she's a girl. If there was a chance i'd luv to hear you say Iluvyou to me someday again. Its been ages since you said that to me. Even before we broke up, you seldom said that. I know youre gone, and its forever goodbye. I'm strong right! Who supports gwen? :D

Axel, Siti, Jeff, Nicole, Junda, Xuanying, youve been my pillar of strength, telling me to move on. To everyone out there, please choose your guys out there carefully, and for guys, girl aint for you to take and dump as you like. Holy fuck-heads to those out there leddat.

Let me fill your heart w/joy and laughter. :D

I've done 3things today other than E-learning.

Miss you, miss you, and miss you. <3

Junda.

2009-07-09T18:55:00.005+08:00

Its true. :)

This entry is worth to read, people.
Definitely, i don't write these.
I don't know what to blog, plus i'm tired; feel like sleeping.

To my friends who are single:
Love is like a butterfly.

The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it.

Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love is only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.

So take your time and choose the best.

To my friends who are not so single:
Love isn't about being somebody else's "perfect person".
It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To my friends who are playboy/girl type:
Never say "I love you" if you don't care.
Never talk about feelings if they aren't there.
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
Never look in the eye when all you do is lie.

The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl,
is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall.
And it works both ways.

To my friends who are heartbroken:
Heartbreaks last as long as you want
and cut as deep as you allow them to go.

The challange is not how to survive heartbreaks,
but to learn from them.

To my friends who are naive:
How to be in love:
Be consistent but not too persistent,
Share and never be unfair,
Understand and try not to demand,
And get hurt but never keep the pain.

To my friends who are possessive:
It breaks your heart to see the one you love
happy with someone else;
But it's more painful to know that the one you love
is unhappy with you.

To my friends who are afraid to confess:
Love hurts when you break up with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most
when the person you love has no idea how you feel about him/her.

To my friends who are still holding on:
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be, and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.

If that person doesn't worth it now, it's not going to be worth it a year or ten years from now.

I read this from Jiayi, and I've let go, another is the pix, that's in this post, got it from Nicole's blog, I totallt agree, and Axel, thanks alot. You told me bout guys, saying that when you ask a guy whether he luvs you on the inside or outside, if they say outside they are good and honest, if they say inside they're just lying, i guess he's right, after all, i met him online, not real life, anything could happen, but it osnt just virture's we, were attached in real life. Im so happy to have friends cheering me on like Xuanying, Nicole, Siti and Jeff. Life's greatest gift is to have friend's leddat. Iluvyouguys. And lastly i miss Nicole. Not Nicole.A. But this girl,

Haaaaaaaaa, :D

And guy, i'll hope that you get that girl called Regina. Cause I've let go. And I've cried, so its all outta my body now, im a carefree girl from 9th July onwards. Im hugging xuanying on monday, hugging Nina on monday, i want hug Ellie, but she dont want lemme. D: ! Rahhhhhhhhh. He banned me from chatbox, oh, forget it. :D

2009-07-09T18:26:00.008+08:00

Gwen is here to blog! But first for my late overdue pix. :D

My chicken pepper rice, if not wrong.

Nina mum-mum! :D

Wanted to take Ellie eating, but gone, she knew.

Nina at there secretly tou xiao! :P

Okeh, This was on 060709, totally before the disaster struck. :D

2009-07-08T17:49:00.002+08:00

Kindly enlarge. :}

Ya, see this. I'm seriously starting to hate you so much. You fucking son of a bitch, step two boats at one go eh? Watch out, you'll get retribution.

2009-07-08T16:51:00.004+08:00

Leonard quoh. Read this then I want you to tag. One simple question, who do you luv exactly? Me, or Regina? Thats the last question. And when you get your prepaid, text me. I need to talk to you. Heart to heart talk. Seriously, you cant even blog properly. And I seriously dont get a single thing, i only know you said sorry to me, and what do you mean exactly by that? 1year, 5months, 17days relationship all gone in a wink of an eye? Or just by typing it out?
Tell me. Text me.

2009-07-06T19:38:00.002+08:00

Thanks to Jeidy honeh. I managed to post this.
Hey blogger! You've been sucha bitch y'nno tht! Wtfishxz! :/
Back to topic. Enlarge the conversation, I totally agreee w/Jeidyy la! Lol, and I totally luvxz her hokeh! Im gonna change sex, and date her, LOL! Im mad. (Want to fufil to date Jeidy la!) :P
Yay, I've totally cheered up after what Jeidy said in the conversation. IluvxzyouJeidyNgShuHui! :D

2009-07-06T17:59:00.006+08:00

Hey there. Here to blog again. Firstly, Happy Birthday to Ellie, and to claim credit, i gotta blog this down! I sent Ellie a sms last night. And, in the morning i called her. Secondly, life's been a mother fxking bitch this few days. So was I. Havent really been in a happy mood for ages, after that thing happened. Idontknow, but to me now, i really cant live w/o him. Everytime, he isnt there i'll think of him, the times we spent together. My life's confusing. So, continuing, to day i went out w/beloved'sxz. :D , we went Imm, there were supposed to be the 5 of us's. Which is Jiayi, Nina, Ellie, Saiwan and myself. But Saiwan said she cant go, cause dontknow what la, Jiayi also, cause want go out w/her aunt. Guess so. :) , so i went to Ellie's house at around 12pm I wasnt late! :D , i saw her father half naked! HAHA! Then quickly siam past him, ps laaaa! :D , so went into her house do our chinese project thing together. Then i asked bout Nina, she say she meet us at Jurong East interchange. So, done, then bout 12.15pm we went off. We took bus 334, reached, then we told Nina we meet at Imm suah. Cause dontknow what time she coming. Then we decided, to go in to shop and look around first, especially havent shop for Siti's my mummy's present yet, ps la, so faster go hunt for it. :P! First, went into mini toons, then to daiso, then to mini toons again, then to moshi moshi, then we met Nina, and went for lunch at Pepper Lunch. We eat the student meal one, then i forgot to bring my Ezz-linkk card, luckily got Nina, she have library card, then i got my $5.90 meal. Thanks ah :D, all three of us ate the same thing, forgot the name already, stm. We put alot honey sauce. From full left till, bout one half left. I and Ellie, finished our food. Nina never. D: ! I helped her eat 2spoons somemore! Getting fat already, tsk. So, we exited from there and went to daiso again to buy our lunch boxes for tmrw's home econ's! We took quite along time to decide on the luch box that we wanted to buy. Then we decided on a nice rectangular one. All three of us bought the same ones. Double yay-ness, (L). We went to pay, then headed to giant, out of a sudden when we were heading there, i was wondering, we go there for what! LOL. So i asked la, obviously. Then Nina, said she want bring her grandma home. :D , so i say ok lo, then we go back Ellie's house first, so we kissed each other and went home. LOL, joking la! Wen not lesbo's. HAHA. Okeh, then Ellie and I went to taiwan xiao chi, bought 2 flat, fried chickens, not full chicken's la obviously. ITs, dontknow how say la! Main purpose today, celebrate Ellie's birthday. For me to know, for you to find out okeh. :D, now, for photo's! I know you luv me, cause im providing photo's. Ahhhhhhhh! Maybe other time, blogger's being a bitch for now, dont want lemme post picsxz. Roar!
Anyway, this is for, G.papa. Dont ignore this. Cause I seriously mean what i'm about to say. I dont know what wrong, you flared up last night, i guess its because I said losers like you wont defend yourself or something, if its really that, im sorry. Havent been in a good mood for ages, and like i've said i've been being a bitch. I know that, and i din scold chanel, what so ever. I just dont know what's wrong w/me. Plurk, etc, i'll just say im sorry, and im wrong, i dont want to lose a G.papa just like that. Nuer luvxz Chanel and Papa. Dont be angry anymore. D: , im sorry.

W/luvxz, Gwenny. :D

I luv everyone, viewing my blog.

But not spammers, absolutely.

2009-07-05T23:27:00.001+08:00

I dont need a father like you okay. :)

2009-07-05T19:47:00.003+08:00

Shutttttttttttttts!
Omg, Marisa, ! Oh shuttttsxz , LOL. Okeh, fine whatever. Im trying not to giv a damn bout it. Like, she tagged on his blog! OMG. LOL. *dies* (mati luh saya)

2009-07-03T16:21:00.013+08:00

I'm so sorry, but I'll have to post this, especially friends.

I went to your blog, saw the post on July 2nd, i just cant help it, Regina, Regina, Regina, wtfish is this? You like her, fine, by all means, i cant force you to luv me, but you have to get this right, we are attached, if we're not, you can do whatever exactly you want. Write luv letters on your blog? Whatever. I wont really give a damn. But now we are in a relationship. We havent broke up. You told me your part of your stories, your friends told me the exact same as yours. But I cant believer your so called 'friend' i cant even see who's behind the mother fucking ounde computer y'nno that? How frustrating to see what you've blogged in your blog. I know I've got no right to comment on it, cause it's yours. But if you'd wish to luv her and all, and that your hearts no longer w/me, let me go. I dont only have you. I really need you to know that, for now till we break we are still a couple. You told me, the post is because you made her angry, etc, which i dont wish to explain it all out, cause it goes a long way in. But doesnt it have to write what simi sai eh fucking, all bout luv la, what, cannot mian qiang, then delete this post in how many days la, whatever fuck it is la hor? Somemore what ah? In chinese you put wo da ying ni, wo bu hui fang qi? So means, she knows, you know, I know. Your friends whatever know. You aint even worried that people will misunderstand you. How long can you deceive me? When i dont trust you, you ask me to go away, etc. Then your friends, come blame me. For? Fuck? Is it? When you started to put, youre single, in friendster, blog, where ever i should've knew. Im just an extra tyre for you to fall back on to save yourself from dying, I wish you see this, and again, if you dont luv me, please let me go. I dont only have you. They're just waiting for my consent okay. You meant the world to me girl, in white Regina? Then go, get her. Till we break, I wont give a damn no more. You work, get injured, in hospital, your friend come say what, you injured then, this past weeks, never smileeeeeee often, i dont think youre even, in a postion to smileee la, you have got no pride to, shameless son of a bitch. So I told your so-called 'friend', call Regina go visit him la, he confirm smile until everything also like nothing happen. Then you fucking so-called friend come and tekan me? Lemme tell you this, you dont deserve to have such nice friends to protect you, I deserve more friends like this, you shameless hongster. Holy, fuck-heads. To hell w/you. You dont deserve any girl. Not even Regina. No wonder she doesnt want you. Omfgwtfishxz. You're blacklisted by me.
Leonard, you're sucha cheat, you'll get from me, my revenge soon enough when I'm ready and planned for it.
To think I was so tiong xim. -'- you off my blog I tell you, the next time you're online, you're so dead phiewker.

1year, 5months, 12days. I bet you cant even remember our anniversary date.

Xuanying, go see his blog, think you'll, you'll tio pissed. :}

Im lost,

and i dontknow what to do.

Just fxking buzz off.

2009-07-01T16:48:00.003+08:00

Back to a lively happy, gwengwen's blog!
Pink obviously represents me aye? Should change song away also, no more luvluv la, whatever one. No more L, no more luv. :) , In my life there's only mummy, daddy, my dearest brother's. Not forgetting, Laopo's, Ellie, Nina, Jiayi and Saiwan! And closest people like, Elson, Junda, Jeidy, Weijie, Chanel, Swisz, etcetc la hor. :}
To the person, THIS IS CALLED GOOD PEOPLE. Phiewker. :}
Mostly luv's Junda laogong, he's so nice la. :D Pei wo when im sad. Bestest in my life. x3
I'll meet you soon. Luvxz. :D
I luv Ellie. Eh, you suppose to call me leh! Forget again right! Roooooooooooaaaar. ;x
Elson, buddy, thanks for being there to cheer me up. Youre funny and cute, hope you suceed in your lil confessment. :P

2009-07-01T16:40:00.003+08:00

I hate Leonard Quoh. You ass in the face, dick, cock, nose hole.
Please la, you dont luv me just let me go can? No need infront of me, say this say that. Like my post on Friday, June 26th. Read it, you should. Infact, you write so big in your blog,
Monday, June 22, 2009, 8:22 PM
Eternity
I dont have a clue whether your single or not.
I dont want you to avoid me or what so ever,
So i'm keeping this feeling to myself.
I know 爱情是不能勉强的.But i'm willing to wait for you,no matter isit
going to be,
1Day,1Week,1Month,1Year or A life time.I'll wait for you no matter what it takes.我答应你.
我不会放弃.
If you dont believe me,then let time proof my words to you girl.
R
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Deleting this post in 3 more days. No point putting this up
when you dont even care.
You can ask my friends la, if you quarrel, you will use this way tell her you sorry or confess your luv to her? Eh, wtfishxz la. You think i small girl is it? Decieving me ah? Byebye la, go to hell and lick your cock la, for heaven's sake. I think even heaven would be happy cause no need send you to heaven, you only deserve hell, fuck off if you dont luv me get it? I dont need a digger of excuse man as a guy of my life, what I need is just some that really luv's me k? Pcb's, tsk. *chills* AHHA. :P

2009-06-29T21:17:00.003+08:00

Today's the happiest day of my life, maybe not. :}

Iluvyoubaby. ♥

If you think,

its you,

its not. :}

Edited.

The night din come out as nice as I expected it to, Ellie, Nina, Jiayi, I din eat today, was because, I wanted to starve of starvation. But ate, at the Cafe cause I could get another boyf.

Chanel, Papa, thanks for those nights that you made me happy. Luvxz. Papa, youre nice, dont ever turn bad okay. Iluvyouguysmost. Seriously, i meant what I've said.

You, I dont even know if you've ever loved me. Another sleepless night. Hey Elson, message me, keep me entertained alright? And Jeidy Hon, you too. But I Bet you'd wanna sleep. :P

2009-06-26T20:31:00.006+08:00

Boy, I hope you luv me. ♥

I give you an inch and you take a mile
We make mistakes then it breaks when you smile
Im starting to feel like it aint alright
How can you care if I dont cross your mind
Cause I
Say you wanna talk but you just push me away
Tell me your leaving when I want you to stay
Never thought that loving you would hurt me this way
But Im the only one to blame
Cause Im always saying

Its ok, it's alright
I put the pain away and let it slide
I forgive and forget it
And then you promise me I wont regret it
But I do, it's not right
Because I turn around and let it slide
And im crazy for thinking
That someday you'll change things when you keep on crossin' the line

Something about you won't let me go
Maybe hes fedup of better being alone
I, keep saying im gonna move on
But it's so hard when your all that I know
But I, Say you wanna talk but you just push me away
Tell me your leaving when I want you to stay
Never thought that loving you would hurt me this way
But Im the only one to blame
Cause im always saying

It's ok, it's alright
I put the pain away and let it slide
I forgive and forget it
And then you promise me I wont regret it
But I do
It's not right because I turn around and let it slide
And Im crazy for thinking that someday you'll change things
When you keep on crossin' the line

Boy I wish I didnt give in so easily
Oh, I dont know what to do
Cause I keep on feeding the flame
When I should really be telling you we're through

Its ok, it's alright
I put the pain away and let it slide
I forgive and forget it
And then you promise me I wont regret it
But I do, it's not right
Because I turn around and let it slide
And im crazy for thinking
That someday you'll change things when you keep on crossin' the line

*censored* Boy, dont you think its familiar? Those in, purple. Orangey pink words, thats how i really feel. Maybe I should just let you go, you dont luv me, I assume. I've cried, I've lost weight. This isnt me anymore. 1year, 4months, 5days.

Again,

Do you luv me?

At all?

2009-06-24T18:35:00.004+08:00

Got this cute thingfrom Jeidy as well as Xuanying. :D

First, add "I'm a/an" to the title

What color/kind of socks are you wearing?

[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[x] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[ ] Other = hot
[ ] White = sexy

What kind of pants are you wearing?

[x] Shorts = cutie
[ ] Skirt/skort = skank
[ ] Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[ ] Tight jeans = scene kid
[ ] Ripped jeans = emo
[ ] Cammo = cage fighter
[ ] Jeans = prep
[ ] Pajamas = pimp
[ ] Cargo = clown
[ ] Sweats = athlete
[ ] Boxers = brat
[ ] Booty shorts = female
[ ] Capris = Gangster
[ ] Nothing = hoe
[ ] Dickies = weirdo
[ ] Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[ ] Other = sex addict

What is your natural hair color?

[ ] Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[ ] Blonde = with a broken heart
[ ] Black = with a sexy smile
[x] Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] Red = that likes to have fun
[ ] Brown = who loves to be different
[ ] Dirty blonde= with sexy eyes
[ ] Bald = with herpes
[ ] Other = with a nice ass

Pick the month you were born on:

[ ] 1 = who ate
[ ] 2 = who needed
[ ] 3 = who killed
[ ] 4 = who will be naked with
[ ] 5 = who killed
[ ] 6 = who banged
[ ] 7 = who smoked with
[ ] 8 = who ran shirtless with
[ ] 9 = who was stabbed horribly by
[ ] 10 = who cuddled with
[x] 11 = who slept with
[ ] 12 = who shot

Pick the day you were born on:

[ ] 01 = the kool-aid man
[ ] 02 = a dog
[ ] 03 = a shoe
[ ] 04 = a toothbrush
[ ] 05 = Santa Claus
[x] 06 = The Trojan man
[ ] 07 = a glass of milk
[ ] 08 = a prostitute
[ ] 09 = a porn star
[ ] 10 = a bag of weed
[ ] 11 = a lover
[ ] 12 = Barney the dinosaur
[ ] 13 = a horse
[ ] 14 = a lesbian
[ ] 15 = a stripper
[ ] 16 = a pickle
[ ] 17 = a jew
[ ] 18 = a homo
[ ] 19 = an orange
[ ] 20 = a dildo
[ ] 21 = a homeless guy
[ ] 22 = a whore
[ ] 23 = my crush
[ ] 24 = an easter egg
[ ] 25 = a jar of honey
[ ] 26 = a condom
[ ] 27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ] 28 = a french fry
[ ] 29 = your dealer
[ ] 30 = Paris Hilton
[ ] 31 = your grandma

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing:

[ ] White = because I love marijuana
[ ] Black = because I'm sexy as hell
[ ] Pink = because the lil people told me to
[ ] Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ] Red = because I'm a pimp and you're jealous
[ ] Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ] Purple = because I'm gay
[x] Gray = because I got dared
[ ] Other = because that's how I roll
[ ] Green = because I'm good in bed
[ ] Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ] Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose..
[ ] Brown = because I had to
[ ] Shirtless = because I've got abs
[ ] Aqua = 'cause the 306CBZ kick cunt

LOL! Omfg. I'm a freaky cutie with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend who slept with the Trojan man because i got dared. LOL, i cant stop laughing. HAHA!

2009-06-24T18:06:00.003+08:00

Why are you doing this to me ? ♥

Thats enough.

Should be ,

creating a private blog ,

soon .

2009-06-23T18:15:00.002+08:00

Nabei, now you online. Nice one hor.

Let me tell you this. Dont try cheating my feelings, i tried to trust you time and time again. What excuses you have i just take nia. What you say la, etcetc. I wont trust liao i tell you. This time, its payback time. Just you wait and see. Dont try me. Its a dead path you led yourself into.
Lanjiaobin.

2009-06-23T17:47:00.001+08:00

Youre just another cheat bastard.

Now I'm telling you, your posts, you blog, i hate it.
I dont know you anymore.
Youre just another asshole. -'-

2009-06-12T19:18:00.005+08:00

Thanks guys, for the hearty chats. Thanks xuanying too!
Really appreciated it alot. It rained, I missed him. But I couldnt do a thing. Did he even think about me? Or what? Was he just enjoying himself? I dont know, his phone's smashed. Not a single contact at all. He could reply some girl in msn, but not even leaving a message for me. To let me know, not to worry. Or atleast something? Countless of times, he din reply. I just accepted it. Not saying anything. Why only the weekends you'll message me? Why? Weekdays you claim youre busy, but all i find out is that youre having fun with your friends and this paricular girl. Everytime I say it'll be my last hope, he would come round and tell me he still loves me and giving me excuses to make me forgive him. I din do anything, and yet he's hurting me like that. Do i deserve this? I dont. Vicki called me to let you go. Vicki asked me to look for another guy to replace you, by slowly falling in love w/that guy than dump you. Should i really do that? For this 1year and almost 2months, youre the guy, that made me so touched, and happy. I can let you go, its just 11letters. Same as I love you in korean. But i still think there's hope in this relationship.

I luv you,

I do.

2009-06-11T19:14:00.004+08:00

Ok, i swear i almost faint.
Thanks to Jeidy and Elson. Thanks ah! :D
I'm not anyone's girlf! God for heaven's sake.
Yesterday, dear Jeidy asked. Today, dear Elson asked. Nice hor? Nice!

I'll never give up. :D

I'll only love him.

2009-06-11T18:41:00.008+08:00

> Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- LOL
- sup
- ;D
> Luvsickxz . says:
- LOL!
- Hi. :D
> Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- hmm
- idk lahs.
- just ask
- you matthew gf ?
- LOL
> Luvsickxz . says:
- Seen me before? *wriggles eyebrown*
> Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- if mistake paiseh hor
- lols
>Luvsickxz . says:
- EH!
- WTF LA.
- NONONONONON.
> Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- LOL
- DAMMIT
- sorry
- so sorry
- LOL
>Luvsickxz . says:
- Why everyone think i am ah?
- :/
>Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- LOL
- idk lehs .
- then is laopo uh ?
- LOL
- then who is his gf ?
>Luvsickxz . says:
- Stella aw yong hui sieng.
- Not me la!
- ._.
>Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- LOL
- i dont know lehs.
- paiseh ~
> Luvsickxz . says:
- My name is gwen ong for heaven's sake
>Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- i dont know you at all mahs ._.
- LOL
- then you look like her
> Luvsickxz . says:
- OMG.
- *pukes*
Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- LOL
> Luvsickxz . says:
- I look far better than her can?
- (L
> Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- then matthew always walk with who de ?
> Luvsickxz . says:
- :x
Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- LOL
- eat together
- then walk toghether
- who is she ~ ?
> Luvsickxz . says:
- STOPSTOP
- IS NOT ME CORRECT LIAO OK!
> Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- LOLOL
- ok lahs .
- sibei malu sia
- LOL
- paiseh hor wave
- i got see before you uh ?
- LOL
- i dont even know who you are !
- LOL
>Luvsickxz . says:
- lol
- i from cwss de la :D
> Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- i know ._.
- LOL
> Luvsickxz . says:
- Ok.
- I'll wave to you next time i see you uh.
- :D
> Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- LOL
- you see me before ?
- LOL
> Luvsickxz . says:
- you badminton de
> Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- what .. the ..
- WAHLAO
- how you knpw ?
- LOL
> Luvsickxz . says:
- youfu know me
> Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- you matthew gf rihgt ?
> Luvsickxz . says:
- ask him :D
> Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- LOL
- youfu gong gon de lahs ~
- everything also laugh
- LOL
> Luvsickxz . says:
- YOU GO ASK HIM.
- He step nina leg one everytime xD
> Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- LOL
> Luvsickxz . says:
- He know who i am
> Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- couple mahs
> Luvsickxz . says:
- :D
> Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- i dont know who oyu
- i ask him = ask wall
> Luvsickxz . says:
- LOL
> Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- everything also smile then walk away
- ._.
> Luvsickxz . says:
- haha
- ask matthew lo.
- :D
- I not his girlf hor.
> Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- really not his gf mehs ?
- LOLOLOLOLL
- look like sia !
> Luvsickxz . says:
- -,-
> Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- ;p
> Luvsickxz . says:
- I BOX YOU LA
- I LOOK BETTER THAN HER OKAY.
- ROARRRRR.
> Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- she also not good looking spin
- LOL
> Luvsickxz . says:
- EH.
- WALAO.
- fine.
- go away la you.
- LOLOL.
> Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- LOL
- sorry luhs ~
- wave
- lols .
- Luvsickxz . says:
- lol .
- atleast i think i look better than her.
- Tyvm.
- :D
Elsσлº ín:σut™ says:
- i dont care !
After that he say he know he shuai can liao. LOL, btw, some of it i answered slow, so, it may seem like im answering his question right after he ask me something. Dont mistaken oh! :D
Others, for me to know for you guys to find out.

P.s / I repeat i am not Matthew's girlf neither do i want to be. So please dont mistaken. Thank you, thank you, thank you ! :D